You are probably thinking something good happened, and in a way something good did happen. But let me start from where i left off. A few days after my mother read what I wrote I went to the hospital to get evaluated and things like that for depression. We went through a lot that month after I went there and somethings were good and others weren't.
Me and Meghan didn't see eachother much which made me even more depressed. But towards the end of the summer we started hanging out. It was amazing, just being with her made me happier. We went to Peggotty beach a few times, which was also amazing because it would be around sunset which was kind of romantic. We stopped going there and we went to Emily Gill's house once, which was an amazing day, atleast I think so. Another few times we hung out after she got out of school, we did more talking than anything then. The last few times I saw her when we were together were down at the Scituate Harbor. The last weekend I went with Emily Gill to see her with Hannah Bradley, we didn't really do much, just sat, talked, made out, and walked around. The last day we were together was at the Harbor also, I went alone and she went with Kayla Dockendorff.
That was the last time we were together, the last day we were together. About an hour after I saw her she broke up with me. It was hard for me to handle since I love her so much, but eventually I got myself to think we'd be together again. I was wrong. 2 Days later she started going out with someone else which was hard because I knew that person and I didn't like how they were dating, especially since it was only a few days after she ended our 6 month relationship.
That night, I started cutting again. By the end of the night my arm was covered with cuts, and some on my leg. I didn't think much of it untill I got into school the next day and got called to the office. Someone had seen the cuts and told a teacher about them and I had to go see another person to talk about it with. The week passed slowly, atleast I thought it did. My mother found out about me cutting and she is now sending me to someone to talk to.
There are other things that have happened since I last talked to you, but thats another story, for another time. I just needed to tell you that things werent going as well as they could be. I've quite cutting but got into smoking, which is another bad habit.
And this is where I shall end my little entry because you are probably tired of reading my life story. All I want to say is, dont give up everything for the person you think you'll spend the rest of your life with, because I did and I lost almost everything.
