Him.

Ok, well theres this kid right? And I like him a lot. Like 3 years I've liked him for. I've seen him before i finally found out his name but I never thought of him as someone I'd like. Then I saw him at Camp Bourndale, and I coulnt sleep the first night because I couldnt stop thinking about him. I've told him that I like him but he just doesnt get it, hes not like other guys. Hes more calm and shy, thats what I like in a guy. He has longish brownish hair with like green/blue eyes(I think), hes a bit taller than I, and he plays sports. Other than me knowing that, you can tell by the way guys walk if they play sports or not. Then he has the greatest smile I have ever seen. I dont know why but Im deffinitally inlove with his smile, his look and his attitude. I dont know what could be better than him, other than like Max Green. But hes 23=/, and this other kid who I will call Shea is 13, I think. But the point of this entry is to say that I dont know what to do anymore, I've changed so much for him its not even funny. Im more sad than I was before I meet him 3 years ago. Thanks for reading.