Her.

As I've said in my notebook about how if she ever died I couldn't live my life. It said (from what I sent her) "seeing her lifeless cold body as pale as anything in the coffin makes me wanna cry. six feet below me, thinking on how much i'd miss her and what would be a way to kill myself after i say my good byes." Thinking back on what I sent her, all of its true. Just the way I love to be with her, the way she smiles, or from what I sent her, "ill miss the way she calls me a nerd when i put on my glasses, or the way her hand is rapped around mine. little things that make her so amazing, so beautiful. i never felt this way, its a good feeling, i dont feel alone anymore." I don't think that anything could descride the way i love her, shes my everything. Shes so pretty, I love her laugh, her smile and everything about her. When she tells me something bad, it makes me want to cry. When I'm around her I can hardly breathe, my heart beats so fast that I think it stops beating. I hope she feels the same way about me. Im going to end this with one more sentence, I love her forever and always I will be there for her whenever she needs me. <3